A longer pause
I have lots to post (and I apologize to Encarna and Lisa S. for not showing the beautiful pieces then sent me) but for the moment being, this blog will be on pause... a week or two more, a month, I don't know.
I am at my grand-mother's bedside since oh, so many days, waiting for a death that doesn't come, for a relief in grandma's suffering. My aunt and I are taking turns day and night at her bedside, so at this moment I am beyond tired. Her strong heart doesn't let go while all else is not working anymore. She can't even swallow, so we put drops of water on her tongue all the time. Tonight, I'll be 'on duty' till 4 am so that my aunt can get some sleep. Listening to this hard breathing, seeing her unconscious and obviously in pain is difficult.
At almost 101, my grandmother is leaving and I just don't have the inspiration to blog - and even time to stitch. But I'm working on a bigger job to deliver on Thursday, so I thought I'd leave a short hi here.
No real sadness, no despair... Grandma had a long life. But it's tough to accompany her in this journey that doesn't seem to end. Her strong body is her worse enemy at this moment.
Ah, I'll tell you - think twice before you wish anyone 100 years of age.
22 comments:
Wishing you and your Aunt much strength and hoping for peace for your Grandma. Hugs and prayers.
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Oh Anna, I'm so sorry to hear that. For your Grandma whom you hope some peace will come. For you, your aunt and other loved ones who are supporting her to the end. I'm sending you a big hug and tender thoughts.
Take care!
It is so good of you to stay by her side. I can only imagine how tough it must be. Be well.
Anna, my prayers are with you at this difficult time.
I know it's a blessing to bring someone into the world because I've experienced it. I don't know, but have been told, that it is also a blessing to be with someone when they leave. I hope you and your aunt can find some rest and some blessings.
Peace,
Terri
Beaucoup de courage à toi et ta famille dans ces durs moments !
bises
nath1306
Anna, I'm so sorry to hear about this difficult time for you and your family. I wish your grandmother peace. My prayers and thoughts are with you. Take care of yourself.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this difficult time. Take care.
I'm thinking of you at this difficult time.
May you and your aunt have some of your grandmother's strength, and may your grandmother pass peacefully.
{{{{Anna}}}} I'm so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and I hope for a peaceful passing for your grandmother. Take care.
I'm thinking of you, Anna.
Troszeczke sie domyslalam...Trzymaj sie mocno. Pozdrowiam cieplo.
Oh Anna I am so sorry to read this news. I wondered about your abscence from blogging and I thought perhaps there was a problem with your grandmother. I hope God works his mercy on this wonderful woman and that peace and rest will come to her soon.
Anna, I'm so sorry to learn that your grandmother is coming to the end of her long journey in this life. I know it must still be difficult to say a final goodbye. May you and your aunt be blessed with her strength of character and will, and may her gentle passing bring peace to you all. Love and hugs.
Siento mucho lo de tu abuela, espero ya no sufra mas. Por lo de las fotos no te preocupes, estoy tranquila porque esta en tus manos lo que te borde. Un fuerte abrazo.
I'm sorry about your grandmother, I hope no longer suffer anymore. As the pictures do not worry, I am assured that is in your hands as you edge. A big hug.
I am sorry to hear about your Grandmother. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Sweet Anna,
This will be full of hugs and prayers for your Grandma and for you. I will miss you telling us about your nanna. Be strong as I know you are and be blessed that you have such wonderful memories of her!
Love,
Donna
Anna, big warm hugs for you and your Aunt. This is such a hard thing to do, but in the end, you'll be glad you did. I hope your Grandma finds peace quickly for her sake.
Je te souhaite beaucoup de courage .Ces instants sont tellement difficiles à surmonter, De tout coeur avec toi. Amitiés
Hi Anna! Just stopping by to wish you a Happy Christmas and best wishes for 2010! x
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