Anxious Wednesday

Thank you Mylene! Please continue having your fingers crossed :). The smiley is here to force myself to smile as well ;-). I am working on a text overnight (slept some in the evening) and around 7, I'll take a shower and take a taxi to the airport. There is really almost no hope - I just watched the detailed latest weather forecast for Warsaw and Poland in general. The fog is here till Friday. There might be little moments when it will lift a big but I would have to have tons of luck.
I talked to H. and my brother in the evening. It was heart-breaking for me. Must be the enormous stress, but I do miss H. so much at this moment that it is almost physical. Like if an internal clock inside me was counting every minute we're losing of our stay together.
The concert is tomorrow in Zurich. We were supposed to borrow my brother's car, drive to Zurich and back in the night after the concert. If I can't fly to Zurich before tomorrow, I'll have to think of a solution, like staying in Zurich and waiting for H. who'd then take the train to join me, I don't know really. I want to be IN A PLANE today!!!! ^%%^#%#
So they were having nice family time in the evening, great dinner (my brother cooks wonderfully). They told me that my 4,5 years old nephew made a very sad face, he was about to cry when he saw "uncle H." alone. He called me in the evening to comfort me and said: there is no fog tomorrow, auntie, please come tomorrow. It was sooooo sweet :)
We *will* remember that 10th anniversary, oh yes we will... :(